"Home is the nicest word there is." ~ Laura Ingalls Wilder
In love with Jesus. Wife to my best friend & man I love more than life. Mama to 4 amazing God given blessings. Proud Homemaker & Homeschooler. Living life with it's ups and downs and blogging about it!

Friday, July 6, 2007

FRUSTRATED

Today is bad. It started out really good. I got up somewhat early and read my bible and prayed. I even prayed to forgive my husband because we had an argument. I prayed for my parenting, that I would be calm and not lose my temper. And I was, until this afternoon. My children both take 2 hr. naps at the same time but today was horrible! Claire would not go to sleep, she played instead which would be okay but, she plays loudly and she jumps on her bed and hits the wall and then she screams! Lily slept for all of about 10 minutes and then would not let me put her down for the next three hours!

I am exhausted and Satan is doing a really good job of defeating me. I think I will stop typing and just go cry.

Julie

3 comments:

crystal said...

Add in a hyper 4 yr old and a home business that you have to take care of because your husband has no time and You have my day most days. I know how you feel and I love you. Just keep praying and seeking God. Dont let Satan win. If you do then you have my world, cause I let him win on most days. It has got to get better right.....

Anyway, thank you for commenting on my blog, it really encourages me and helps me. Sometimes I think there is no one out there who listens or understands.

Love You Your Sis
Crystal
ps....yall have got to come see us. the girls are about to have fits wanting to see Claire. And I am haveing withdrawls....I need my Claire bear and Paul hasnt even seen lily...lol..

Love Ya

Sissie said...

Silly Girls both of you! You know you have a big sister who works from daylight to dark just tryin to raise kids and keep them on the right path.And I am not the best on the computer. I pray for each of you several times a day. I love you both and I am SOOOO proud of both of you for trying to run your families according to his word.I also feel very alone most days.I think you are very brave for writing this so other women can read it. I love you.

crystal said...

I have a question for Tammy....How in the world do you put up with two teenage boys, and a preteen daughter? I tink I would scream...Thank goodness all of mine will go through it at about the same time so maybe i will have an excuse for going crazy...lol....

Love Yall
Crystal

If we don't find Him in the small things, how will we ever find Him in the big ones? ~Elisabeth Elliot